SATURDAY.

I had to strip my soul and my body to understand who I am...
I'm learning to be patient 'cause I have known love...
I filled my heart with hope and I am getting to be a better man
I know where I am coming from and I think I know where I'm going

Watching myself in the mirror, I saw my heart
And when I felt you far from me... I got closer to God

I know that where I'm living is not paradise...
I know that I'm no angel but I know who I am
And what I deserve...
I have been going around and around a maze
Unable to find an exit...
But now a door's open... and I can finally see the sun

And I do not regret anything that happened
Here, I say what I feel
And I'm not afraid to ask for forgiveness
I have a thousand flaws because I'm human too
There's a time for everything
And I do everything I do for love

I'll have to strip my soul and my body to understand who I am...

WEDNESDAY.

Current Mood: Frustrated, hurt
Listening to: the sound of my tears.

I have a friend who's got a new boyfriend... and the guy is really really trying to win her over... he's very special with her... calls her all the time... buys her gifts, takes her to Disneyland, and even tries to get acquainted with her culture without prejudice... and with every little thing he does... she always tells me... "he's earning points... he's earning points"...

A couple of days ago I asked her how many points he had already earned and how many points he still needed to earn... she said he had many many points and that the good thing here is that those points were reedemable... so the more he earned, the more he could reedem!!!

That is a fair system.

The problem is that when you have more points that you could ever imagine but you are not allowed to redeem them... it's like you can see the top of the mountain but you just can't reach it... you're the fastest runner but you're not allowed to win... it's just not fair... and no one ever is to blame.

This is a complicated games... the home team has certain rules and the visiting team has different rules... the ideal situation is that sometimes the game is played with the home team rules and sometimes with the visiting team rules... to me, that is the only thing that is fair... however, that hasn't happened for the longest time... and it's time for a change.