NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Trois Couleurs

I want to know you. I want to know everything about you. I want to see you at your most beautiful and at your worst. I want to know every quirk, every little detail… all the good… the bad… the ugly. I want to be there for you when you feel happy and on top of the world, and I want to be there when your spirit is crushed. I want to hold you when you need to be held.

I want to kiss you. Kiss you hard. Kiss you softly. A long wet kiss. A deep kiss. A sweet kiss. I want to die with you on the streets tonight with an everlasting kiss. I want to start with your ear and move over to your neck, kissing and nibbling and kissing… I want to taste your lips. I want to caress your tongue with mine. I want to kiss you down your body. I want to kiss your breasts and your nipples. I want to kiss your legs, your knees, your toes… I want to kiss every freckle, every inch of your body. I want the scent of you on me everywhere. I want to feel your heartbeat in the night, and taste you deep in my mouth tomorrow…

I want you to be happy, succeed, and live your life to the fullest. I know I lost you a long time ago and didn’t even realize it. I want you to fill your heart with feelings of wonder. I want you to be full of courage and hope. I want you to have the type of friendship that is a treasure. To find the kind of love that is beautiful forever. I wish you contentment: the sweet, quiet, inner kind that comes around and never goes away. Of all the things I'll be wishing for, wherever I am and whatever I do. There will never be a day in my life when I won't be wishing I were with you.