WEEKEND BLOG

Friday Evening

Drove around without direction for a while. Called up a friend to go out for a drink. Got drunk. Felt sad. Got home. Made up excuse for getting home late and drunk. It worked. Wrote and published an unhappy blog called "This is not a happy blog!". Went to sleep early.

Saturday.

Woke up very late. Made fried eggs for breakfast. Took baby to ped. Went to the movies. Got home. Went out walking at night. Walked for a long time. Thought about things. Had a beer or two on the way. Felt angry. Got home again. Unpublished "This is not a happy blog!". Wrote and published an angry blog called "It Ain't Me". I was going to call it "This is an angry blog" but I liked the "It ain't me... I Ain't no fortunate one" phrase. Went to sleep really late.

Sunday.

Woke up. Felt bad. Made French Toast for breakfast. Felt bad. Did some work. Felt Good. Went out for a steak lunch. Felt better. Watched the game. Felt bad again. Went grocery shopping. Felt nothing. Got home. Felt nothing. Unpublished "It Ain't Me". Wrote and published this blog representing how I felt. I'll call it "Weekend Blog" because I don't have any other name and I don't really care anymore. Maybe this is how I will write blogs from now on...

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PHOTOGRAPHS & MEMORIES

Same old story all over again:
A lover is turned into just another friend

How come we can't talk the way we used to do
Nothin' seems to be the same
Have we forgotten all the things we knew
Was it you or I who changed?

But we sure had a good time
When we started way back when
Morning walks and bedroom talks
Oh how I loved you then

We've got to find the answer
Let the secrets fly
Enough of telling stories and our well meaning lies

Summer skies and lullabies
Nights we couldn't say good-bye
And of all of the things that we knew
Not a dream survived

Heard myself just say the things I could never say before
And listened to the rhythm of the rain
Wind just whispered through the leaves on high
And I though I heard them sing your name
And I though I heard them sing your name

Photographs and memories
All the love you gave to me
Somehow it just can't be true
That's all I've left of you