NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Saturday, December 11, 2004

"Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck."
Dalai Lama



Did the mean old witch make baby cry?
Feeling profoundly humiliated?
So fucking what?

Is it really that terrible?
Is it really worth it throwing everything away over this?
Don't tell me that your ego is worth more than her...
No.. it isn't... right? Yep... I knew it!!!

All in all she's still the best thing that has ever happened to you
And you fucking know it...
So stop playing games... and throw out your masks
Hug her, kiss her...
Tell her that you love her and that you can't live without her...
And be the friend, brother, dad, or whatever she needs you to be...
So fucking what?
It could be a lot worse you know...

Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you’re talkin’ to the man upstairs
That just because He doesn’t answer doesn’t mean He don’t care
Some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers.
Garth Brooks





Thursday, December 09, 2004

SOMETHING WITH YOU

Is it necessary for me to tell you that
I'm dying to have something with you?
Haven't you noticed how hard it is for me to just be your friend?
Haven't you noticed how hard it is for me
to come near your mouth and not kiss it madly?

I'm running out of innocent excuses to come by your house...
I'm running out of roads to travel...
I'm running out of ideas and running out of time...
I don't want to die without ever having something with you...

Is it necessary for me to tell you that
I'm dying to have something with you?

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

IGNORED QUESTIONS


What do I have to do for you to want to be with me?
How can I prove myself worthy to see you? to take pictures of you?
How much do I have to pay for you to want me?
Who do I have to kill to be able to touch you?