Sunday.

Well, it's been a very long and tiring week... but it has been a good one.
I spent most of the week working on a project that drained me physically and mentally... however, it was a pleasure to work with very responsible, professional and capable people... my project team certainly made things a little bit more enjoyable.

Something odd happened to me Friday... I found out something that should have made me very angry or at least made me feel bad... however, it didn't... in fact, it was quite the opposite... I would even say that I enjoyed it without prejudice... mmm... I think I'm finally growing up... and I'm finally ready for the next stage...

I also made a very serious decision... I can not accept anymore... I will not tolerate anymore... I shall not permit myself anymore... ever again... to have any contact, relationship or friendship of any kind with any person that I gross out / disgust in ANY way whatsoever... especially sexually, physically, intellectually or emotionally...

Saturday night I had a weird dream... it's a recurring dream... I dream I have had at least three times before... I walk into a support group of some kind... and after a while I start having sex right there in the room with a woman who is part of the group... then, we get out and try to get somewhere else... but we get lost... and we walk... and walk... and everytime we get more and more lost... and we take several shortcuts through buildings and stadiums... and we met an array of funky characters along the way... until we finally come out from a tunnel... and we see our destination right in front of us... and the dream ends... what's weird about it is that everytime I dream it, it feels more and more real... and I remember it more and more clearly... hum!!!

I have been listening to music and dancing with myself all night long... I'm really tired and drenched in sweat... it's just one of my ways to deal with stress... appart from, of course, some nice delicious sex... mmmm... now, that gives me an idea... gotta go...