NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Saturday, January 15, 2005

WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Simple Plan


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
Welcome to my life


FANTASIES


I'll just say this...
It's just great when your fantasies finally start coming true!!!
THIS is going to be a wondeful year.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

There are days when I feel
that no matter what I do
how much I care
how much I try
It will never be enough

It's not fair.

Monday, January 10, 2005

MARIPOSA TECHNICOLOR
a song about an impossible love...

Todas las mañanas que viví
Todas las calles donde me escondí
El encantamiento de un amor
El sacrificio de mis padres
Los zapatos de charol

Los domingos en el club
Salvo que Cristo sigue allá en la cruz
Las columnas de la catedral
Y la tribuna gritan gol el lunes por la capital

Todos giran y giran, todos bajo el sol
Se proyecta la vida
Mariposa technicolor
Cada vez que me miras, cada sensacion
Se proyecta la vida cada vez que me miras
Mariposa technicolor

Vi sus caras de resignacion
Los vi felices llenos de dolor
Ellas cocinaban el arroz
El levantaba sus principios de sutil emperador

Todo al fin se sucedió
Solo que el tiempo no los esperó
La melancolia de morir en este mundo
Y de vivir sin una estupida razon...