NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Tuesday.

current mood: worn out
listening to: The Grateful Dead

Wow...
What a long strange trip it's been.

I'm very very tired... I'm worn out
and I just wanna die in her arms tonite...
but this has been a week of discovery...

A student enjoyed herself taking lots of pictures of me
with her cell phone...
she told me later that her best friend is from Germany
and she's very much physically atracted to him, but he's gay...
but according to her... he looks pretty much like me...
you could be twins she said...
I found out that that was a very cool way for her
to say that she finds me attractive too...

I found out that no matter how much or how hard I try
No one is really keeping score...
and that precious ultimate reward will never come...
I found out I should strive for immediate rewards instead

I found out that there are guards everywhere...
even in downtown hotels... fuck!!!

I found out that actions are worth a thousand words...
and a good kiss is worth a thousand hugs...

I found out that there are many ghosts still creeping around...
I was visited this week by a birthday ghost who just won't go away...

I found out that sex is a good cure for stress...
and stress is, in return, a good cure for sex...

I found out unexpected things will happen
when you least expect it

I found out that some people
Will never cease to amaze me