NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Saturday.

Mood: A bit hungry, tired, horny
Listening to: "Finisterra" by Mago de Oz

Well, after a long and tired week
I deserve to wake up a little late from time to time
And so I did... at about 10 AM
First time I've done that in ages...
And you know what? That felt really good.

While still on bed,
I turned on the TV and "The Blues Brothers" was on...
Not the 2000 crap with a fat Dan Aykroyd and that guy from Rosanne...
The original Belushi-Aykroyd chase fest... cool!!

Jumped on the shower, got dressed...
Had a slice of white bread with chocolate spread for breakfast
Then, went outside to get the car ready for our Saturday routine
On my way back,
I decided to clean up the mailbox outside my apartment..
And lo and behold... I found 4 lizard eggs!!!
I went back inside and found me
A long neck spoon to scoop them out
I got 3 of them out of the mailbox successfully...
But, wouldn't you know it?,
the last one broke on me... and hatched!!!!

As the baby lizard started to come out of the shell..
I shrieked like a woman who has just seen a rat...
And my son, who had just been watching the entire operation
From the top the stairs, just burst out laughing...

So now I have a newly born lizard in my mailbox
And lost all respect from my two-and-a-half-year old... great!!!

After that, we all went to a mall for lunch...
Had me a nice bunch of Tacos al Pastor...
And headed straight to Libreria Internacional

There, I discovered something...
The new Harry Potter book...
"Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince"
is finally coming out next weekend... YAY!!!
I couldn't believe it!!!
I'd been impatientilly waiting for about 2 years for that
Well... me and the rest of the world.. he he he

Of course, it won't be cheap...
13.000 colones they tell me...
Don't know where I'm going to get the money from...
But I'll get it - even if I have to sell blood or sperm for it

Then, I checked out the new Reyli CD... "En la Luna"
Wow!!! Amazing!!! What a voice this guy has!!!
I also listened to the new ones from Shakira and System of a Down...
Good, but not as good as I expected.

I'm really looking forward to "The Fantastic 4"
When I was a child, I was obssesed with them...
They were my favorite superheroes
Along with Captain Marvel (you know... the SHAZAM! guy!)
So, I can't wait...

I would also really like to see "War of the Worlds"
At college, I wrote an in-depth analysis of the book by HG Wells
And have always been fascinated by the Orson Wells stunt
And the recording project by Jeff Wayne...
Therefore, I am really really curious about this movie...

On our way to the Supermarket from the Mall...
I stopped by the video club...
Rented "Batman Begins" on DVD...
Don't ask and neither did I...
Great movie -
Easily trumps all previous versions of the Dark Knight

Throughout the day I kept on checking my phone
for text messages or voice mall....
I knew that there would be none....
But I don't know... I guess I'm just silly...
Finally, I gave up at about 7 pm...

Later, I watched a movie called "I Am David"
Amazing heart-warming story... Made me cry...
And my son laughed at me again...

shit!!!...

So the day ends with a few rough edges...
The wife tried to pick a fight with me...
But I ignored her and that was that...
In a few minutes, I will put the kid to bed...
Shouldn't be hard 'cause
He has been jumping, running and munching on pizza all day...

Later, I might get on-line to see who's there...
Or I may just do a little Saturday night zapping...
There might be some soft porn on...
Either way, gotta go...

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Monday, July 04, 2005

GRRR! ARGH!

I'm obsessive... and proud of it. I can listen to the same song over and over and over again... like a broken record... I can also watch the same movie over and over and eat the same food... I travel the same road again and again... I play very few videogames... but those that I have played, I have mastered 'cause I probably spent hours and hours redoing the same thing until I get it right...

It may be that I'm doomed to repeat past mistakes, but I don't think so... Tromping through the forest of life we all build trails, and if we backtrack to relive the more enjoyable ones, we can set forth in the future using these well-trod paths as guides, without the need to set warning markers on the rough paths traversed but once, all illusory allusions to Robert Frost aside.

A few months ago I noticed that a lot of the time my subconscious is counting along without me... Several times a day I'll be walking down the street, around the building, wherever, thinking deep thoughts, then realize that somewhere in my head, I'm counting paces, two footsteps to a count, "twenty- one. twenty- two." the troubling thing is that often by the time I notice it, I'm already up in the hundreds, and I never remember starting... urgh!

I am much more experimentative and explorative that people can imagine... I am more deviant, fetishist and pervert that you would ever know... For example, I masturbate on camara at least once a week... and sometimes I get at least 3 or 4 people watching... which is not a bad average audience... and even though, not all comments I get are encouraging, I do get the occasional praise that makes it all worthwhile.

My back is killing me today... and so are my gums... Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine my spirit entombed in a body wracked with pain...