NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

I can’t get to sleep...
I think about the implications of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications...

Especially at night I worry over situations I know will be alright
Perhaps it’s just my imagination

Day after day it reappears...
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone between the sheets only brings exasperation
It’s time to walk the streets and smell the desperation
At least there’s pretty lights
And though there’s little variation, it nullifies the night from overkill

How do you know if you fell in love with the wrong person?
You love her, but she loves him and he loves somebody else...
You just can't win! Love Stinks!

Standing in the middle of nowhere, wondering how to begin.
Lost between tomorrow and yesterday, between now and then.
And now we're back where we started,
Here we go around again.

And you think today is going to be better,
Change the world and do it again.
Give it all up and start all over,
You say you will but you don't know when.

The days go by and you wish you were a different guy,
Different friends and a new set of clothes.
You make alterations and affect a new pose,
A new house, a new car, a new job, a new nose.
But it's superficial and it's only skin deep,
Because the voices in your head keep shouting in your sleep.