SHE SCREAMS IN SILENCE

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

She is everything. She is funny as hell. She is sour as a lemon. She is smarter than anyone I know. She is immature. She is vulnerable. She is patient. She is kind. She is sweet. She’s a bitch. She is a cynic. She is simple. She is complicated. She is.

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

She is not afraid of living life. She makes fun of herself. She takes people as they are. She likes to hide. She plays games. She manipulates. She wins. She gets on my nerves. She screams in silence. She tells great stories. She makes, takes, likes, gets, tells...is.

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

She is one of the reasons I can write and live and love and dance and fuck and smile and create and recreate and travel and calculate and function and pray and believe and orbit and spin and absorb and maintain and forgive and die…and….and that’s all.

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me