Sunday

Current Mood: confused but taking it easy
Listening to: the TV (Emeril Live) - Bam!

I'm sitting here almost naked in front of the computer thinking about something to say... but nothing really comes to mind... I don't really know how I feel... or how I should feel or what I should do... I think I will settle for tired... just very tired...

I do want to say something though

eat me... beat me... bite me... blow me... suck me.... fuck me very slowly.
When u kiss me, dont be sassy.
Just use ur tongue and make it nasty.

thanks... I needed that....

I know well that a huge test lies before me...
Maybe it is out of my league and more that I can handle
Maybe it could be easier that I thought
But still... do I have the strength and the willpower
to go through it all and come out smelling like a rose?
Maybe... but at what cost? And for what?

I wish we had a better, more open relationship