MY LIFE

He was born in the summer of his 38th year
Comin’ home to a place he’d never been before
He left yesterday behind him,
You might say he was born again
You might say he found a key for every door

He climbed colossal mountains,
He saw everything as far as his eye could see
And they say he got crazy once,
And he tried to touch the sun
But the sun wouldn't let him reach it
So he fell through the silver clouds below
He lost a friend but kept the memory
And we has happier than he ever was in his life

His life was full of wonder
His heart only knew the fear
Of a simple thing he could not comprehend
He never knew the answers that would make an easy way
So he carried on the best way he knew how

He made many plans that he never undertook
Started many projects that he never finished
Made many promises he couldn't keep
Had many dreams that never came true
But a handful of people loved him dearly anyway,
A couple of women proudly called him mine
And his sons helped him understand
The true meaning of his life

I can’t remember anything
Can’t tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, god, kill me...