FEAR

Time keeps on moving and nothing seems to change...
Seriously, I'm really afraid because at this point...
next year feels like it's going to be just like this one...
and...

I cannot stand, support, resist or endure
another year like this one...
nor physically... nor emotionally...
I´ve crossed the thin line between love and hate
far too many times this year...

no good! I´m afraid.... I´m really afraid.