NIFOC

Don't understand what's going on
Woke up this morning,
All the hurt was gone
This is a new beginning
I'm back in the land of the living

Sunday, March 28, 2004

MY DECLARATION OF SELF


No matter what our achievements might be, we think well of ourselves only in rare moments. We need people to bear witness against our inner judge, who keeps book on our shortcomings and transgressions. We need people to convince us that we are not as bad as we think we are. - Eric Hoffer ~

So what if I'm a little obssessive? So what if I'm a little psychotic, neurotic and paranoid? So what if I'm not the most fashionable guy in the world? So what if I'm a little boring? So what if I'm fat? So what if I have weird quirks? So what if sometimes I stare into space a little too much? So what if I'm occassionally a little selfish? So what if my penis is too small? So what if I'm sometimes whimsical? So what if sometimes I let some people take advantage of me? So what if I expect too much from people and usually get disappointed? So what if I can be needy? So what if I make too much ado about nothing? So what if I have periodic jealousy tantrums? So what if I'm an economic mess? So what if I have more bigger boobs than the average six-grader? So what if I illusion myself easily with stupid fantasies? So what if sometimes I lose my patience? So what if sometimes I need a buchonada? So what if I'm human after all? --- that's who I am... and if you think there's something wrong with me... fuck you. If you can't accept me the way I am... fuck you and fuck you hard!

I am somebody. I am me. I like being me. And I need nobody to make me somebody. -- Louis L'Amour

I'm a good person... I'm witty... I'm smarter than most people... I have a delicate and unusual sense of humor... I'm a great writer... I'm a decent poet... I'm sensitive... I'm a bit of an empath... I'm passionate... I'm romantic... I'm tender... I'm great in crises... I work wonderfully under pressure... I'm a surprisingly good lover... I got wild staring eyes... I got a nice frank smile... I'm cultured... I'm well traveled... I know a little bit about a lot of things... I'm ecclectic... I'm a renaissance man... I'm a survivor... I'm resourceful... I'm a funky pervert... I'm a little crazy... I got a strong urge to fly... I'm a dreamer... I'm an intellectual... I am a creative photographer... I'm a good and loyal friend... I'm a great father... I'm an excellent provider... I'm assertive... I'm a decent mediator... I'm not the worst that you've seen... I'm a great companion... I'm fun to be with.

"I celebrate myself, and sing myself, and what I assume you shall assume, for every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you." - Walt Whitman

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